The Life Of A Lover: Jersey

Jersey is a state that I knew least about. He was always the type that just sat back in the cut and allowed other cities and states to take the shine. Little did I know that this place would be hard to move in to. The chances, spaces and oppurtunities were given but it wasn't would I exactly wanted in a nutshell. I was taken through way too many chances into thinking that this may be a good place and situation for me but that clearly wasn't the case at all. Jersey came off to be a pleasant place to be at one point but then later on I was never wanted the same way I wanted Jersey. I wish that someone would have warned me in advance about it, but it i what it is on that note. Jersey left me feeling played, hurt, heartbroken, angry and definitely disappointed.

Right from Wrong

I used to be that girl who was shy, unnoticed, and definitely overlooked. Soon all of those things quickly changed but in the worst way. Once innocent, but then it was taken away from me unvoluntarily. From that point on I searched high and low looking for someone to fill that spot of emptiness, wanting a man to make it better. That surely was the wrong thing to do. I spent most of my teenage years trying to figure out who I am, looking for love in all the wrong places, getting hurt left and right. I spent most of my teenage years thinking that I was on the right path, I could whatever I want to do and no one can tell me otherwise. From that point that I going towards the deep end and I was heading for disaster. I found myself talking to guys and dating guys who I had no business even associating myself with at all period. As time went on I saw that God had mercy on me and saw that had a purpose in life and that I was meant to do great things and this isn't the situation I needed to be in. I allowed the men who were in my life to take advantage of me, run all over me, have their way, disrespect me, hurt me, play me, cheat and lie to me. I promised myself that I wouldn't allow those things to happen any longer that I will do the right thing and correct the wrong things.